Post by andieangel on Sept 19, 2006 11:25:34 GMT -5
I have been having the oddest dreams these past couple of weeks. I know it is in the land of lucid dreaming, they occur right before I wake up.
The one I had this morning bothers me and I am not sure why it does.
I went for Sunday dinner to my fathers house only it dod not look like his house. so many rooms and you could see to the next room because the doorways were always around a corner. I was sitting with my Dad in one of these rooms and i forget what we were talking about but it was involving my sister and for some strange reason I told a lie that I ran into her somewhere and said hello. An innocent white lie but it was a big deal because to my father it meant that my sister lied about where she was that day. I tried back peddling and then I told him 'sometimes I say lies to just sound better about myself' and he looked at me and said we'll see. Then my sister runs into the room mad as a hatter yelling at me and the last thing she said was 'well I am sorry that you are so impotent' and stormed out of the room. then my brother appeared horsing around with my neices and I said 'good going' - I mistaken him for my father I was so upset that he said something to her. then i woke up and told myself I should be amd at myself for giving the opportunity for this to happen than i went back to sleep.
Now I am not normally one for telling white lies. This morning I had to sit and think of when I told one and the last one that I know of was this past March and I have no idea as to why I said what I said. Lying takes too much energy and I feel that it is unnecessary. I keep getting stuck on impotent too. I am not a guy so I thought that she was just being a drama queen and saying whatever but idunno.....
The one I had this morning bothers me and I am not sure why it does.
I went for Sunday dinner to my fathers house only it dod not look like his house. so many rooms and you could see to the next room because the doorways were always around a corner. I was sitting with my Dad in one of these rooms and i forget what we were talking about but it was involving my sister and for some strange reason I told a lie that I ran into her somewhere and said hello. An innocent white lie but it was a big deal because to my father it meant that my sister lied about where she was that day. I tried back peddling and then I told him 'sometimes I say lies to just sound better about myself' and he looked at me and said we'll see. Then my sister runs into the room mad as a hatter yelling at me and the last thing she said was 'well I am sorry that you are so impotent' and stormed out of the room. then my brother appeared horsing around with my neices and I said 'good going' - I mistaken him for my father I was so upset that he said something to her. then i woke up and told myself I should be amd at myself for giving the opportunity for this to happen than i went back to sleep.
Now I am not normally one for telling white lies. This morning I had to sit and think of when I told one and the last one that I know of was this past March and I have no idea as to why I said what I said. Lying takes too much energy and I feel that it is unnecessary. I keep getting stuck on impotent too. I am not a guy so I thought that she was just being a drama queen and saying whatever but idunno.....
